4 years today, it doesnt get any easier

[auburnalia]

Woke up this morning feeling sick as the memory of "that day" came flooding back........... Why my memory has held onto ever detail, even down to the way the wind felt, I will never know, cruel really.

I cant believe its been 4 years. I still miss her everyday. She really was special, well, to me at least. We'd have learned so much now..........

My Little Auburnalia, I hope you are enjoying the sunshine at Rainbow Bridge - I'll be looking out for my rainbow today, you're way of telling me you're ok - as I left the yard that day the biggest and brightest rainbow I have ever seen filled the sky and its appeared every year since. bless you.

This is Aubs at her happiest ever - her and her two best friends were inseparable in the field....... I hope she's made new friends and is doing exactly this up there.



Rest in Peace baby, you hated kisses but that never stopped me giving you them........

[K8]

Awww HUGS!!!! I'm sure she is fine, happily munching on rich green grass and playing with her friends!

I know exactly about the rainbow story... we get them too!!

I'll look out for a rainbow for you today. xxxx

[Lorraine L]

There is a whole team of them looking after her for you Auburnalia. I too look for those special rainbows. Hugs for you xx

[tl]

Appreciating how you feel, and sending sympathy.

[sjade]

Thinking of you, know well how it feels, just a year since my girl went yesterday - none of the details faded either, but I cherish it now, being able to savour our last moments with them.
Higs xxxx