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Post by kizzysmum on Jun 9, 2013 11:52:27 GMT 1
My beautiful girl my best friend my soul mate my every thing went to pastures new on Friday. I am so heart broken but you are free of pain now so I am trying to be brave. I know you will meet me. I love you more than words can say. I have a huge hole in my heart.
X x x x x x x x x x x
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Post by rrosie on Jun 10, 2013 15:30:12 GMT 1
I'm so sorry, I had seen that everything was not right and that this was on your mind. The main thing is that she is out of pain and you did right by her, loved until the end.
Rest peacefully Kizzy.
Rrx
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Post by kizzysmum on Jun 10, 2013 23:29:20 GMT 1
Thank you Rosie
She was in do much pain with the de rotation they tried re balancing and I bought boots but she didn't improve she got worse they said the structure and flesh part of her hooves had degenerated. The damage was irreparable so I had to just spend a few days together she had much brighter eyes on the last day and she was happy but she couldn't walk very well, the vet said I was very brave I stayed with her she was so peaceful. I spent time giving her many hugs kisses and carrots. I have such a hole it hurts so much but I know I have to hurt so she doesn't. I had her individually cremated and collected her today I feel happier now she is back with me I know it sounds strange but I feel like she is home x x x x x
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Post by portiabuzz on Jun 11, 2013 19:14:22 GMT 1
im so sorry for your loss of Kizzy  lots of hugs, no more pain now RIP Kizzy xxxx |
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Post by dalesfan on Jun 12, 2013 18:53:55 GMT 1
Run free Kizzy xxx thinking of you
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Post by zack&buffysmum on Jun 12, 2013 20:32:33 GMT 1
So sorry Kizzysmum, big (((hugs)))x
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Post by nich on Jun 12, 2013 22:05:19 GMT 1
Ah so sorry, you were brave when it mattered. Pain gets less in time. Treasure the memories.
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Post by rowanrachel on Jun 12, 2013 22:10:47 GMT 1
The Battle :
If the day should come when I'm in pain, And you know I won't be well again,
Promise you'll do what must be done, If this is the battle that can't be won.
It'll break your heart, but please be kind, Don't let your grieving sway your mind.
For this is when you'll let me see Just how much you do love me.
Together we've had happy years The future now can hold no fears.
Please don't let me suffer so
When that days comes, please let me go.
For my kind vet please will you send? But stay with me until the end.
Hold me steady, speak to me
Till my once bright eyes no longer see.
In time I hope you'll come to see
It's the last kindness you'll do for me
One more time please stroke my mane And know that I'll have no more pain.
And don't be sad that it was you
Who decided this was what to do.
We've been such buddies through the years
Don't let me be the cause of tears.
You'll always see me graze now, with the sun upon my back
Painful limbs won't tire me now, however long the hack.
I live now in your heart and mind, a lovely place to stay. And what you have in memories, no one can take away.
You did the strongest kindest thing Kizzysmum. Must have been so hard- this poem is a bit of a tearjerker but completely fitting I think.
Sending you massive hugs! X
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Post by kizzysmum on Jun 20, 2013 18:00:48 GMT 1
Thank you so much every one, and thank you for the beautiful poem. I have her ashes back home now, it is really helping me cope knowing I can still talk to her, buy her flowers and light a candle x x x x x x
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Post by portiabuzz on Jun 25, 2013 23:17:43 GMT 1
xxxxxx (((hugs))) kizzysmum xxxxxx
beautiful poem rowanrachel
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lots of hugs, no more pain now RIP Kizzy xxxx
